7:41 pm.

Sitting on my floor, freezing. Waiting for dinner. Being in a weird mood towards myself.
Eh, over it.

I'll wait for you..

...At the end of the world.

What a bore,

School is. I just can't wait to get out of there. First day back today just sucked. New teacher hates me already, I didn't do anything, What kind of vibe do I give off? Haha. Owen came and saw me after, it was gooood, It felt like I hadn't seen him in months. But it had only been like a night. Call me sad if you like, I don't mind. But now I'm back at home, bored as fuck, watching some show I used to watch when I was young. Its about people in a spaceship, It's reaaally weird.

I want..

Pretty sure I need a job.
>.<

Maybe..

I'm just gutless, That's why everyone leaves.

They get over walking all over me...

12:45 AM

Usually I would be sleeping right now. But for some weird unknown reason I couldn't sleep.
Lurking Myspace is getting boring, my power keeps cutting out, and I keep hearing weird noises. It's etch.
So I'm off too read. Hopefully it will make me sleepy.

Alright.

My holidays will pretty much contain; shows, sleep and my boyfriend.

Hardcore 2009- Carpathian, Cruel hand,blk out, break even, bad blood and more
Roundhouse 11th of july.

Burning up winter tour- Dropsaw, Mary jane kelly and Hopeless.
St ives 17th and Blacktown 18th of July.

The dogfight takedown tour- The war, No way out, Relentless and Phantoms.
Blacktown 25th of July.

The loft- The hollow, Earthlings, The rains. and Phantoms.
Newcastle 1st of August.

Say hi.

I'm pretty keen on doing nothing and just being the lazy fuck that I am.

Some people..

..Need to wake up to themselves and realise that changing to fit peoples "scene" is pushing the people that have always loved you way. And putting the "old" friends or lovers in a place, making them think, that they have to change who they are, just too show they love you. Don't change into someone who you aren't, Becuase what's the bet, the new "cooler" friends leave you when you really need them. But those that were always there will be ready to catch you when you fall, and will still love you with every misstake you make.

Perfect..

The dream most have.....

What's the point?