I'm sinking..

Like a stone, in the sea.
Well, The week was just full of up and down emotion. So over it. My weekend was really good though. Friday after school Owen picked me up and we went back to his for alittle bit, Then I got ready to go to Hannah's for a girl night for her birthday.
I was only there for about an hour. But it was fun, Just to hang out.

Saturday was pretty chill. Went to Bunnings, and had everyone in Owen's family ripping on me, It wasn't very nice. Then went and got lunch, That I almost died from eating. Got the ferry to mine, Got dressed then headed down to Newcastle for,

It was a good show. Had fun, Laughing at Owen.
Today, I stayed in my pj's all day. Me and Owen made a stack of pancakes. We couldn't eat it all, So we gave it too my dog, Hah. We spent the day in bed, drawing, watching Shrek 2 and laughing at each other being fucks.
Now i'm alone and bored. Wow, I'm really not a fan of Idol.

Worthless.

I can't even help the one person in my life that has helped me the most, Even when the things she was going through were worse then I could ever imagen. Makes me sick to the stomach thinking that most of this is my fault. If I just didn't ask for so much from her, Didn't make her feel like she had to do this. I wish the government would die.
I also wish a certain someone would stop being a fuckwit, and accept things and would do what he is meant too. I don't see how this is good for anyone, and how the reason he is not doing what he is meant to, has anything to do with him, or me for that matter.
It just hurts so much, knowing that I can't do anything to help.

Safety

I've got Kirra to protect me.
She can be tough... When she isn't licking my nose.

I love my doggy.

19/8

My day was so good.
I woke up late for school, so I decided to go surprise Owen. That plan didn't work out how I wanted it too. The front door was locked, But then i remembered how to get in the back way. That didn't work either, I was completely blank. I finally got in, Then his dog Buster, run in front of me and layed down. He wouldn't listen to me and I was there for about ten minutes trying too get him out, He didn't even go for his bone.
I finally got him out and walked up stairs. And there Ryan, his little brother was. I creeped to Owens room, Hoping to wake him up. But no, He had to be awake on the friken computer.
So that failed.

We hung around for abit, Then got lunch. I got some burger and it was almost as big as my face. I felt soooo sick after.
We went for a drive out too Palm beach and only just made it home, Stupid petrol.
I had a really long and boring trip home, By myself.



I just watched a shitty episode of neighbours and I'm eating my really yummy dinner, which is rice and vegtables. Pretty boring but so good.

Good weekend.

This is the first time I've been home in like 4 days. I love spending time with Owen, But I miss my mumma. Yes sad, but I don't really care.

After school on friday, I went straight to Owen's. Chilled for alittle bit, then got ready and went to Chatswood to see, Persist, Endless heights, Legions, Drown the hero, and Goonzilla. I pretty much didn't leave my seat, I was right in the way of photo's too, Love life >.< I had a good laugh at somethings, That I'm not going to mention. Then went back to Owen's.

Saturday, Owen and I just hung out. We got movies and watched them with his family, Well pretty much my family haha. We got:

Reaaaallly good movies.

Sunday, We didn't do very much, hung out, got an outdoor setting. That's about it. I ended up staying again that night.

I enjoyed my weekend ^_^

It's all about fast cars.

The last three or so days have been pretty good. I've been in mostly a good mood and life is just ruling.

Monday it was Owen's little brothers birthday, so i stayed over and hang out. Me and Owen made his brother a cake, We put M&M's through it... It kind of failed and looked like mold at the bottom of the cake. We got pizza for dinner, Soooo good.

Tuesday just had a good start to it, waking up next to the most amazing person in my life. School was alright I guess. Everyone was stressing about some stupid English essay. That wasn't that bad, really. Owen paid me alittle visit after school and gave me Zappo's, I ate so many I felt soo sick.

Today was pretty average, I finally picked a monologue for drama, that I have to put on a showcase for in a week, Eeeeek. Then I went to Owen's got lunch and watched "Super sweet 16." Then had an exciting trip to Palm beach.

That pretty much leeds me to here, Sitting in my room listening to Lily Allen.
I'm pretty keen on the weekend.

Call it a day.

Part 1: So, today. Where to begin with today, well firstly me and Owen got up at 7:30, got ready and had a cold walk to the bus stop. The bus driver was a desmond, but ohwell. We got the bus to the city, and headed straight to Newtown, sussed Resist/Various other shops and bought some goodies. Then we had a bite to eat at BURGER FUEL, which was SO good. Then we headed off back to the city, went and checked out American Apparel and bought some more goodies. Then we ventured back down into the city to get various things before we had to head home.

Part 2: We got the bus back to Owen's, and his mum was waiting for us. We hopped in the car and headed home, shortly after we got home we had to head straight back out to the Ferry as we were going to my house. When we got home Dad was here, and decided we were going out for dinner. So we went down to Ettalong and had some pizza, man that was good pizza. Anyway, so that brings us to now.

Here are some photos from the day, do not enjoy:

Food.

Mean Ice Cream, Burger Fuel.

This is Owen, on a bus.

I am actually retarded.

I am actually a stalker.

I am good.

Insert dick, here:

xo.

6:33 pm

My week days are pretty much always the same. Wake up, Go to school, Come home, Go on the internet, Phone call to Owen, Sleep. Then it starts again, And repeat this for the next nine weeks. Haha. I'm fun.



Today was alright I guess. I got rid of my N award for history and handed the new assignment in a day early. WOO nerd. I left at the end of 3rd period, Didn't really feel like sitting in a room for an hour listening to stuff about year eleven and twelve, When really, I don't need to know. And also didn't feel like listening to my boring science teacher, repeat himself 100 times about shit all. So I went into Avalon and got sushi with Eleanor.

Then I went to Owen's house. He thought it was reaaaally amusing when he pushed me off the bed and I fell >.<

Cut out the boring ferry ride home, and here I am.
What a lovely story about my day. Haha.

OH andddd I love Neighbours. ^_^

Well.

I now have like pretty much black hair.
Reaally not enjoying it. >.<
Before.


After.